Memories...!!!

It was not my fault...
I am not to be blamed...
Why I am made to feel bad...
Why I am made to feel lame...
How harsh it has been...
How tough it does seems....
When the one for whom we care...
Looks and reacts in despair...

Still feelings are soft...
Still feelings are tender...
When we seem to be lost...
Appear to be stranger...
Why I cannot scream and blame.
.Why the emotions are still the same...
Why still heart prays in vain..
The eyes filled with tears and pain...

God please help me out...
I cannot stand this withering...
Feels like being shattered...
Feels like being shivering...
Only one wish I wish...
Please erase this feeling of anguish...
Just let me turn back...
To the same point of happiness..
.Same feeling of joy..
.Where there was no place of hatred..
Firnedship bloomed like a flower..
A very beautiful flower...
Which I will cherish for ever n ever...!!!